Maybe I'm ready or I really need something different, new, simple.
Hard to find a topic to talk him. Hard being around him. Hard laughing or even talking when he's around.
He just doesn't know me. He judges my every moves, my face expressions, my voice even my smell or my way of taking pictures.
I think I liked it most when I was around someone who was used to me.
What scares me the most is letting him know me, the real me, more and more. Becoming closer. Getting attached. Sharing my every thoughts with him. And then? Getting hurt.
I know I shouldn't think about this since theirs no even an "us". But how can I stop my mind from all these crazy messed up thoughts?!